1. |
Heart Like An Anchor
03:18
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As he makes his way up on the deck,
A tightening knot round his neck,
While he hears her from distance:
"My love, you know you don't have to go,
Don't sail away from the shore,
Don't let me watch from a distance.
I curse myself for that huge mistake.
It's just a pain I can't take.
I understand your persistence.
I love you more than I love myself.
You used to tell me the same.
Ain't nothing we can't outdistance."
"Don't waste your precious time with me."
He answered with a trembling voice.
"You made it clear, it's what you need.
It's clear, you made your choice.
Things seem clear.
To all these dreams we created: Fuck it!
A heart that's constantly tested: Fuck it!
Things seem clear.
Things that I've anticipated: Fuck it!
To all the love that was wasted: Fuck it!
Things seem clear.
To all these dreams we created: Fuck it!
A heart that's constantly tested: Fuck it!
Things seem clear.
Things that I've anticipated: Fuck it!
To all the love that was wasted: Fuck it!''
Fuck it!
Fuck you!
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2. |
Swan Song
03:04
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Once again, dressed up and black and burgundy.
At a funeral with rain dropping silently.
A routine that looks just like a casket to me.
With regrets being my best company.
Am I weak, or this seems like the best for me?
Am I free, or all this will come back to me?
Do I dream, or is this hard reality?
A new regime, or slave for eternity?
The tension is building up.
The poison is floating inside us.
At sleepless nights,
I'm trying to close my eyes, forget the past.
Will it last?
We blew our chances up.
Ambition is flooding around us.
At sleepless nights,
I'm trying to face the truth, cause nothing lasts.
Life ends fast.
And it's...
Flame, will turn me to dust.
Pain, that comes with the trust.
Blame, that gives me no rest.
Drain, that filters the past.
It all comes down to this.
All is lost, an abyss.
Here is my final wish.
That being alone is a bliss.
The tension is building up.
The poison is floating inside us.
At sleepless nights,
I'm trying to close my eyes, forget the past.
Will it last?
We blew our chances up.
Ambition is flooding around us.
At sleepless nights,
I'm trying to face the truth, cause nothing lasts.
Life ends fast.
And it's flame.
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3. |
Alone In A Trench
02:37
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Just when life starts to look bright,
Just like the daylight.
How easy all things collide,
Like made by playwright.
You try to stay on your feet,
Despite the affright.
You smile but with broken teeth.
Is it finally enough?
He ends up searching for rest,
After this life-fight.
He goes to seek for his friends,
But nothing in sight.
A tunnel without a dest,
An inch of daylight.
A heart that's pressed and depressed,
with marks of dog bite.
"How could I end up like this?"
He screams in upright.
"Where is my long awaited bliss?
Where is my exit sign?"
He takes a moment to sit,
with sorrow in his eyes.
With calmed down voice, now he speaks:
"Is it finally enough?"
Life won't you leave me alone?
How much is left to endure?
And somehow all sing along,
Songs that noone has heard before!
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4. |
Comfortable Isolation
04:30
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We learn a lot about ourselves as we go.
When we learn how to forget.
Maybe how to forgive.
And as soon as you understand
on what you are wasting your life on,
you're gone.
Sometimes we don't even care,
but other times we can't stand the pain.
There's so much we have to bare.
So hide your tears under the rain.
A sense of anger and guilt,
and a face that is getting old.
A bittersweet memory,
as I watch this Autumn dawn.
The question still seems unclear.
So we hide the answers under the dust.
No place that I can fit in.
No face that Ι can trust.
I am tired of being irrelevant
to what they all call love.
I see but I am colorblind.
Is that the truth that it hurts so much,
or is it my fault?
Then again it could be the lies.
I thought that I could outrun my thoughts.
I did it before.
I guess my patience has died.
I've been pretending that I have known
how these things go.
No longer, no I'm not fine.
Let me be, I need my time.
Stay Away, I'll be alright.
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5. |
Relief In A Drawer
03:34
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It's hard to put on a smile.
Fear is keeping me up at night.
Eyes haven't closed for a while.
Afraid since I was a child.
A war is happening inside,
between my heart and mind.
With the loser being my pride.
I'm always the one to abide.
Silence is killing me.
How much will I overthink?
The ceiling becomes a list
of things I wish I could fix.
Insomnia's knocking my door.
It keeps on coming for more.
It loves the sound of my moan.
And drills directly into the core.
What do you stand for?
You are the first to ignore!
You caused pain you can't restore!
Remove all your dreams from your head now.
Erase every feeling that I have left.
Forget all the possible reminders.
By now you could try and say:
"Dammit, enough is enough!"
I wear again this fake smile.
The one I practice all time.
Thoughts keeping me up at night.
Pretending since I was a child.
A war is happening inside.
Pride has lost!
The moon is there as a reminder,
that our days always come to an end.
And when you think too much about it,
you lose track of time that is spend.
And the stars that are wondering around it,
are the people, the lover, the friend.
That seem the same, look bright and shiny,
but gone before you apprehend.
Finally eyes are getting tired.
Maybe I can cry myself into sleep.
I hope my brain won't again get rewired.
I can't be getting once more in too deep.
I turn around and open my drawer.
A smile is finally appeared.
I can leave whenever I want, it's ready to fire.
But first let's see what tomorrow brings.
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