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Redeemed
02:11
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As a brother, as a son...
I'm sorry but I'm trying the best I can!
As a lover, as a friend...
I'm sorry I wasn't there but I'm addicted to bend.
You have to self-destruct if you want to reborn.
Expose your scars. Feel free. Reveal your soul.
Unconditional trust always shines.
Either you breath or not, I know you're in sight.
All these voices in my head lead to nothing.
They've never helped me accomplish something.
They were only there to push and hold me back.
Made me insecure, afraid, a wrack!
So many questions surrounding my thoughts.
Where are the answers? I can't find the answers!
But I will try and one day I know I'll win this.
This game called "Life", I'll be here till the endings.
The game called "Life".
Are you sure you want to play this?
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2. |
Sour And Distressed
03:25
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I know, it's kind of hard to digest the truth.
Feeling betrayed and emotions are fooled.
It's killing slowly every good part of you.
It's hard to breath and it feels like hell when you finally do.
It leaves a bitter taste in your mouth.
Heavy chains surrounding your lungs.
Chills are crawling all down your spine.
Heart demolished, or broken in half.
It's a choice moving on or not.
If you do there's no turning back.
And don't expect moving somewhere too fast.
If you go and inspect everything about the past.
Tired but awake. Tired and awake.
Tired then awake. Tired still awake.
It's just the way of life. It's just a constant test.
Noone gets up without falling first.
Everything you love, karma will smash to pieces.
When love will fade, insecurity is increasing.
Everyone's pointing fingers again.
Why would we say that it's over?
A fine line between "ego" and "pride".
A difference between "try" and "fight".
And what if misery takes over our lives.
How can we say that it's over?
With dozen memories that fill our brains.
With dozen wishes we take to our graves.
And if the circle goes on like this.
When can we say that it's over?
Why would we say that it's over?
How can we say that it's over?
When can we say that it's over?
Now it's all over!
You owe yourself everything.
Feel the burn that brings you up!
Maybe it's time to understand!
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3. |
Transparent
02:17
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Since I remember myself, my friend is misery.
I'm trying not to drown in seas of agony.
I feel my bones getting old. Damaged and tired soul.
Noone can shape his shadow, before the break of dawn.
I'm out to find my peace.
A place I really belong. A place within me.
I question all my beliefs.
To find the purpose of living.
I scream, you hear me?
Dear mother, sweet mother, I love you more than you can imagine.
Dear father, oh father, I wish that you are as proud as I am for you.
My soul compared with hell. An evil kind of unique.
I'm done listening, I think it's time to speak.
The days of fear are gone, I'm not looking back.
The days of fear are over, I'll make it right.
I'll be something tonight!
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4. |
Closer To The Edge
01:51
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People say that time can heal everything.
But what if saying that, is our biggest illness?
Should I find a replacement, a remedy,
or should I stay in the confort of my sickness?
And if from ever situation you learn something,
why I still don't have any answers?
Feels like I'm losing my mind!
How empty and short some days can be.
How pointless may they seem?
Where is that coveted reason?
What is that they say you gain?
Do we all get up after we fall,
or some of us will stay down and fade?
Do we change as they say that we do,
or do we think so, but we still stay the same?
Will I ever feel numb again?
Cause I swear I can't stand this pain!
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5. |
The Monologue
04:42
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So little blondie sit now tight on your couch.
Take a comfortable position and put a glass of wine.
Put the volume up, just relax for a second.
Put our picture again up on your wall, next to the fireplace.
In case you don't remember, open your ears,
and hear me screaming for you, one more time!
Hear the echoes of my screams.
And now it's 4 a.m. again in the morning,
and I'm still talking to myself about it, telling that this time I'm done.
But I've already said it, for like a million times and nothing has changed.
You got the best of me.
Cause I gave you a promise and I have to keep it.
Cause in the end, that's our difference...
For all the ink that I've used,
for all the words that I said,
for all the sad songs I've written,
for all the nights I've been awake!
Take a sip from that wine,
and shed a tear with me for everything we managed to ruin.
Because tonight,
I won't pretend that you're alone!
I won't pretend I own my soul!
I'll face the fact that you're with him,
and that there's nothing I can do!
I'll use the pain to feel alive!
I'll cut the chords that keep me tide!
I'll wear your lies around my neck!
A noose reminder of what I've heard!
I heard you say, you'll be with me.
I heard you say, you feel complete.
I heard you say, I was enough,
and that it's me all that you need!
Have you ever felt like shit?
Have you ever felt like me?
But in the end, how could you...
And as I run out of paper.
And as the pen runs out of ink,
I'll write these five last words I want you to remember for me.
And yes, please mark them.
Let them lullaby you and put you to sleep.
And don't forget them,
cause time passes by pretty fast,
like this distance grows the ice in my heart.
It's not over yet.
LOVE.HURT.REPEAT.
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6. |
At Others Expense
05:22
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Trust is a meaningless word, the most unreal confession!
The blackest part of this world, the root of all the aggression!
I was blinded by faith and I was trapped in all these lies.
And in the end I felt pain. Escape from a maze built from ice.
Someone had to pay the price.
Can you hear me? Can you see me from there?
I have no mother, I have no hope! Without a father, I'm trying to find a home!
Take me away, help me find the way!
I have no mother, I have no hope! Without a father, I'm trying to find a home!
I've been left alone, in this broken world!
I have no mother, I have no hope! Without a father, I'm trying to find a home!
Nothing's ok, but I'll fix this anyway!
I have no mother, I have no hope! Without a father, I'm trying to find a home!
Heart like a stone, this is how I've outgrown!
On this path that I choose to walk, I'll do my best to stay honest.
Even if I slip on my way home, I'll be there as promised.
A parasite never dies, if you don't first kill the host.
I've wasted so many days and breaths, so if I'm the host...
I put the gun to my head! I pull the trigger!
On this path that I choose to walk, I'll do my best to stay honest.
You bastard parasite. You're done!
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7. |
Long Desert Mile
02:53
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Leaving is never easy.
You can tell that it's true once you felt it.
New place and faces, new endless seas.
Losing traces. A thought made me freeze.
Will I do this forever? Will I be forever lost?
Make your presence appreciable.
Myself cannot stay miserable.
Will I do this forever? Will I be forever lost?
Somehow, I'll find my place.
I'll find the heart I left behind.
What separates us from death? Where is the borderline?
Yeah, there's also beauty in the night.
The stars above us will give us enough light.
I was crawling in the dark before.
But I'll find the strength to carry on.
There is a beauty in the night. We will find the light!
We will find the light, walking on a desert mile...
Long desert mile! Long enough to fake your smile!
Long desert mile! Long enough to change your life!
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8. |
Inner Alter
01:41
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As we are getting older. As we are getting mad!
We make peace with the inner alter.
And we think we know where we stand.
As we forget about the past. As we forget where we're from.
We kill the kid that we hide inside.
Innocence replaced by lust.
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Melodic Hardcore. Argyroupolis, Athens, GR.
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